I went to Mark Britt and Restore's Debut. One word Awesome! That's nuff said.. o but let me say that Jonathan Nelson killed it.. "Bettah!!!!" And Mark n'em were off the chain as well...get 'em!!! That concert ministered to me.. it was not just a show!!! Thank ya!
My cousin Jay Jay (mcguver) and my friend Darell aka Bishop (chanzler) just left my house and I am sitting here listening to a song about just how awesome God is...and I'm just like Geez he amazes me time after time.. I mean when I think of just how awesome he is my mind goes a million miles a minute...like.. how awesome is it that the same God who created this beautiful earth that we live on and all that surrounds us..loves someone as small (in retrospect) as me (i mean he calls me friend) and on top of that is willing to USE me? What an honor. Hallelujah, Thank you God!!!
I mean someone this awesome, this mighty, this magnificent, this wonderful..i mean the list could go on for days... but someone this great calls me friend... I have been stuck on that for about a year now. So long I was dependant on ppl and what they thought of me and if they liked me or "got" me.. because those of you who know me know that I have a crazy personailty and that I am really extroverted... and I was just so busy wondering about these ppl around me that I didn't realize.. hello.. I have THE Best Friend!!! I don't know about anybody else, but I do know that friends will and def. have let me down, even family but I can tell you one friend who sticks closer than a brother that has NEVER let me down!!!!!!!!!!!
I thank God for the absolutely awesome ppl that he has placed in my life. I mean wonderful men and women of God who really impart into my life (y'all already know who y'all are, but in case you forgot...lol... janell, darrell, yusef, the sinai family etc). Anywho.... my heart is just full tonight... I'm all tearing up because I really do thank God for progress! I mean its great to be all the way where you need to be, but it's also good to stop on the way and look back and see your progress. God is just absolutely awesome... and truth be told satan is attacking, but let me tell you that I am claiming victory in every situation! I will not be defeated and I most certainly will not allow satan to take my joy! I don't know if this has happened to y'all but have you ever had to just laugh dead smack in the middle of your storm???? Cause I do...because its like tee-hee-hee the devil thinks that he's got me, but little does he know I win!!! And there is just nothing he can do about it??? I dunno, maybe its just me, but the other day I found myself cracking up after a tiff of crying... i felt kinda crazy but it just hit me you are trippin...you win so calm your simple self down! You are my joy Jesus!
Alrighty, I done said enough its 3 in the morning! Why am i still awake!!!!!!! Just one more thing though.......
"I love you Lord and I lift my voice to worship you. O my soul rejoice! Take joy my King in what you hear! And let it be a sweet sweet sound in your ears....We exalt thee, we exalt thee, we exalt thee...O Lord! I love you Lord and I lift my voice to worship you. O my soul rejoice! Take joy my King in what you hear! And let it be a sweet sweet sound in your ears.... As the deer panteth for the waters so my soul longeth after thee, you alone are my hearts desire and I long to worship thee. You alone are my strength my shield you alone does my spirit yield. You alone are my hearts desire and I long to worhip thee."
Wait this is the last thing for real for real.. HAPPY NEW YEAR PALS!!!! That's plural so it includes all my friends and xanga family!!! God bless y'all!!!!
O YEA...last thing... Darell and Jay Jay they don't know nothing about God being a spiritual wedgie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol. Okay now I am really going to bed because I done played on this computer and its 4 am... geez!
O yea..wanna give a shout out to my pal ReRe (FirstLady_T) | 
